Sorry I haven't written but it is hard to write when you are depressed. I have two bulging discs in my lower back. This affects my scaitic nerve which is killing my right leg. I went to two different neurologists and luckily they both agree no surgery. So now I am on steroids for a week and take alive twice a day, sleeping is difficult so I can be a little bitchy, really that is probably nothing new:). I am giving myself to at least May to run and work out. I need to stop eating or I will gain my 20 pounds back. You know when you are working out and running you always want a break, you really don't this sucks. I only hope that when I can get back to this I come back with a revenge. I will not complain about running at least for a week. So now I am going to attempt to walk a half marathon on Cleveland, I seriously think running and walking for me is not too much of a difference so we will see, if I walk faster I might stick to I, lol. Not sure about the Boikermaker but again matey be I can walk fast.
Thanks to everyone who reads this blog hopefully soon I will have better news.
TTFN
I hope you're just disappointed and not really depressed. If you really are depressed, well that's something else all together. I am glad to hear you are not a candidate for surgery. These things can take time but usually do heal. It is amazing to read that you are disappointed you can't run. Who would have thought. You have progressed so far with this journey and this set back will not derail you adventure. I know it's not easy to walk when you want to run, but in time you will be better for this time off. Take one day at a time, keep positive. The glass really is half full not half empty. Look within for the strength that you have, don't let it get buried in a bunch of thoughts that are not going to get you where you want to be. Stay strong. Love you Sis
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